It is very depressing to see how our relationship fell apart.
When did you began to focus on your own interests?
When did you start to think that your ideologies were superior?
When did you start to think that the only reasons that mattered were yours?
When did you forget me? – When did you start to forget what I wanted?
All of my decisions and actions were based on you. I always thought of how you would react.
To me, you were the most important person.
I always wanted you to feel proud of me.
The sad thing is that, in the process- I ended up forgetting me.
I forgot what I wanted.
I forgot how I felt.
I forgot my ideologies.
Now that I want to tell you what I think, what I believe, and what I feel – It’s too late.
Perhaps it was my fault, for not putting my thoughts as a priority.
Perhaps it was your fault, for being so selfish.
Perhaps the fault lies on the society in which you grew up.
Perhaps the fault lies on the society to which I want to belong. The true is that the answers of these questions will not help anything…
As I said before: It is depressing to see how our relationship fell apart.