Today is my third day in grade recovery. The only work I have to do is for this class, so I'm english-ing it away up here in ms pahomov's room... I'm stuck on my essay. I have an outline but its not very organized and I'm clueless as to where to start... Listening to my itunes on shuffle... kind of bored. Maybe I'll just word puke onto a word doc and see if I get anything worth using :/
Today is my third day in grade recovery. The only work I have to do is for this class, so I'm english-ing it away up here in ms pahomov's room... I'm stuck on my essay. I have an outline but its not very organized and I'm clueless as to where to start... Listening to my itunes on shuffle... kind of bored. Maybe I'll just word puke onto a word doc and see if I get anything worth using :/
I'm finding out that I have awful grades in every class. I'm so stressed out. I have no idea how I'm going to make up all this work. And I might not be able to play soccer anymore.
You know how a magnet works right? Two opposites attract, well I do not think that a magnet type of view works on relationships. When you and your partner just start going out and you come across different opinions on how relationships are supposed to work, steam starts to come out of everyones head (90% her head) and its as if though we were teleported to a debate tournament going for first place. Then reality hits and I realize that there is no winners. In fact it felt like a lose/lose situation. Words were exchanged, particularly words that were not meant to be said (her :p) and judgement was placed. Now i know before you get into something, make sure you know what your getting into. Now I know that I don't think I want to get into anything, like ever. >:l
I was so sick today... It wasn't even funny. I literally just sat in my bed and cried. My throat is causing me so much pain I can hardly stand it. I can't even talk because I lost my voice. I really hope I feel better tomorrow cause if I miss much more school I'm going to be totally screwed. I'm already so behind in classes and the last thing I need is to miss a day of Calc right now. I did get some work done though for storytelling, which is nice, I got that off my back for now anyways. My brothers girlfriend came over today and it was really weird. She obviously had no idea what happened, he didn't even tell her at all. He's just lying to everyone. So she asked me about it and I wasn't sure whether I should tell her. It was really weird and sad. But I did tell her and so... I dunno what is going to happen with them now. I just have to keep reminding myself that if she does break it off with him, it's not because I told her what happened, it's because he allowed himself to get to a point where it did happen in the first place. That's not the easiest thing to do but, I'm just trying to get through all this.
On Saturday coming home I was in the car with a few friends and this lady name Fran. While cutting through Drexel we have to pass the volleyball court right next to the soccer field as you know it was hot therefore everyone was out. Not just everyone but the hout shirtless guys playing volleyball. I was so excited I was like look at the guys look at the guys since evryone was conversing amongst themselves I wanted them to notice the hotness. there response to the ht guys Fran says"I'm 48 looking at the hot guys" oh Fran you cougar you.
