My lunch today... fail.

Most people talk about how smart, or cute their pets are. They say that they can do trick and just be as cute as can be. My cats....aren't like that. We got them at an animal shelter (which I also volunteer at). The oldest is smokey and the baby would be Pecan Swirl. The two are total opposites

The first week we brought them home, something odd kept happening. One of the two..was going to the bathroom all over the place. We didn't know who it was, so we kept making sure they knew where the litter box was. Well, it didn't work; it kept happening and so we started blaming Smokey for it because we thought that because she's the oldest, her memory must be shot. So, Smokey was punished each time it happened. One day, I was in my room and Smokey came up to me. She meowed and pointed towards the door, as if to say "come with me please". So, I followed her. This cat was smart enough to go to the litter box and showed me that she knew how to use it. I was stunned. Most cats just take it, but Smokey wouldn't have any of it. She's too smart.

Pecan, on the other hand, isn't that smart. Not that I think she's stupid but...that's another story

My Valentines Day was wonderful. Waking up to a text that said "I love you" and shortly getting a call while I'm on my way to school from him. All he said was "You're beautiful and I am so lucky to have you." My school day was filled with texts and smiles, others were not. It made me sad.

I went out to dinner.
I looked so pretty.
We went to Outback Steakhouse.
I had chicken on the barbie and aussie cheese fries<3.

OM NOM NOM.
:DDDDDDD
Smiles, smiles, smiles.
080910<3. yaaaaay.




okay, no more mushy shit.
i hate school.
it needs to be over.
seriously, why the hell am I still here? I also cannot STAND precalculus.
it is completely pointless, in fact, taking precalculus has helped me decide that I WANT NOTHING TO DO WITH THE MEDICAL FIELD.
AHHHH.

Alright, Im done ranting.
For now....

Mr. Chase, I am going to write you a poem:

I like your hair,
your class is great,
a Hershey bar with almonds
is what I just ate.
Your clothes are cool,
your tables are sweet,
now Girl Scout Shortbread cookies
are what I will eat.

:D
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Last night I filled out the FAFSA for college.  To be honest, it was not as hard as everyone makes it out to be.  All I had to do was fill in information that I pretty much knew already.  Since my parents already had their taxes completed, it was just a matter of looking at their tax forms and filling in the boxes online.  I was finished in a matter of minutes. 

I also filled out the Honors Course application for Philadelphia University.  Since I am pretty sure that I am attending that college, I wanted to apply for the Honors Program in order to get have a bit more challenge.  Over all, I am pretty excited for the start of the fall semester.  I am also very happy that I got all of the neccessary paperwork completed in time.

Today wasn't really your traditional kind of Valentine's Day, but it was still the best that I've had. First period the students I teach with Mr. Kay presented their projects to each other. I designed the project, I taught them everything about the project, I collected the project, and I am going to grade the project. Everyone who presented seemed proud of the work that they had done and at the end of class Mr. Kay gave me a huge hug and told me he was proud of me. "I'm proud of you." are the only four words that make me feel at my very best and I don't take them lightly, and I know Mr. Kay doesn't either, so I was feeling pretty good about myself. I have never been so certain of what I want to do with my life until this morning. I'm going to be an English teacher, and it's going to be really hard, and I am going to love my job.
After school today I went to mathlab and finally started to understand a concept that's been gnawing at me for two weeks. I got the best report card I've ever gotten in my four years of being here and I know it was for no other reason than that I worked my ass off. My boyfriend walked me home and it was the warmest day all winter. I think I might have done a backflip, and I don't even know how to do backflips. Tomorrow Sam is making me a big dinner and giving me a surprise present. I'm taking him to see Amadeus at the Walnut St. Theatre and we're going to dress like rich adults who live on Rittenhouse and talk about fine wine and expensive cheeses. Happy Valentine's Day everyone.

Astounding young women you are,

Memories we’ve shared throughout the years,

Best friend anyone could ever asked for,

Every minute spent together are truly cherished,

Remembering these special moments, we’ll always be together even when we are miles and miles apart♥

Omg he touched my face I’m hyperventilating like the guy of my dream is touching me. For a minute I lost all logic all I could think about was being with him. Everything around me just stop we were living in the moment. Then suddenly he kissed me and with out hesitating I kissed him back and with out thinking one thing led to another when I realized what I had done it was too late here I was in his bed. And if that wasn’t enough shock what happened next was.

There was a knock on his door and he answered who is it and to my surprise it was Amber’s voice. Here I am thinking omg what have I done, and please don’t let her come in here. And before I could even finish my thought the door swung open, have you seen Aman…da but before she could finish her sentence she had already seen me. Wow she said as she walked out the room and slammed the door. In that instant moment the feeling of remorse came over me. As I got dress I thought of all the possible ways I could apologize to her.  What would I say to her what can I say all these thoughts flooded my mind.

When I got downstairs she had already left so I called her phone but she did not answer. I texted and called some more but she did not answer for two days so I decided to go to her house instead. When I got to her house she told her little brother Todd to tell me that she wasn’t home. Although I knew she was there but didn’t want to talk to me I knew where she was coming from what I had done was completely wrong. So I left, from that day on and everyday after that I called and went over her house and everyday I got the same answer either she wasn’t home or she didn’t want to talk to me this went on until we went off to college.

Now it has been about two years and we’re here at our favorite spot but there’s something missing. Something very important, the relationship we once had. I’m truly sorry for what I did two years ago.  I know there’s nothing I can say that will explain my wrongful doing. All I can say is that I’m deeply sorry and if I could turn back the hands of time I would. And I wouldn’t have done what I did because losing my best friend because of a one-night stand is so not worth it. But I understand if you don’t want to be friends ever again I wont question you.

 

 

 

 

 

 

* this is supposed to be sung* lol

So I got the bluuuuues.
Over prom, Yes I do.
I got themmm
Prom Time Bluuuuuues.
Oh yes I do.

No Dress, No Dress
I said no Dress,
Nope not yetet.

NO Date, NO No NO no Date.
Thats right I said NO Date.
 No Date.


So I got the bluuuuues.
Over prom, Yes I do.
I got themmm
Prom Time Bluuuuuues.
Oh yes I do.


Smh ( Shaking My Head) Prom stuff get real.